Things can seem to be going for the worse,

I feel like life is less a gift and more a curse,

But then I close my eyes and think for a while,

I remember the little things that make me smile...

Seeing the rain fall while the sun's still shining,

Normally separate, the two at that time entwining,

A sunset in the horizon at the end of the day,

The painting in the sky I wish would always stay,

Relaxing on a cloudy day with a breeze in the air,

The wind taking my worries leaving me without a care.

Hearing from someone that I figured forgot about me,

Being remembered always fills my heart with such glee,

My friends that believed in me when I had no will to,

Their kind words and support showed me what to do,

They've brought a smile, whether I was happy or mad.

The smile you gave to me that day, us hand in hand...

That was the closest I felt to heaven while being on land,

Hearing you whispering those three words in my ear,

The one thing from you that I wanted to hear,

Having someone that actually cared whether I lived or died,

That feeling, I believe, I could never forget, even if had tried.

It's the little things in nature that place me in a peaceful state,

It's the little things from friends that give me kindness,not hate,

It's the little things while in love that made my life feel so great.

It's surprising how things so small can make life so wonderful.

This inspires me to believe change is the only thing constant…

MY WAY OF EXPRESSING FEELINGS TO 7-ANGLES, FRIENDS FROM MY HOME TOWN, HOSTEL MATES, PG FRIENDS...LAST BUT AWESOME FRIENDS FROM AMS.. N ONE PERSON NT TALKING TO ME.... THNX FOR MAKING THINGS SO SPECIAL....

Dissolved thoughts...

Fade in

Fade out

Fade in

Fade out

Just fade

Fade from my life again

On the sands of timeLeave me in peace,

And free of pain You don't have time for me

And when I try to help,You turn away

Fade as sand drifts away between fingers,
Fade as sunlight swipes away every evening,
Fade as my name fades in the seashore,
Fade as memory fades away,
Fade as eyesight fades in fog.

Fade away into the dark

Hide in the shadows of the park
Fade away to nothingness

That’s the way life goes

Fade away into the background

Make sure no-one sees you

Forever locked away

Numb and silenced by your own thoughts

your voice is nothing but a whisper Carried by a winters wind

I hope you had the time of your life…

Pain...

Can you see all the pain?
Hidden just behind my eyes
Can you sense all the fear?
Producing so many of my lies

It binds me to my hate
The past can not be out run
Uncovering it would reveal too much
As long as I hide it your impression of me won’t be jaded

What is it that you see?
I feel like I’ve been lying
I’ve been nothing but honest
Why can’t I stop all the crying?

I am bound to my mistakes
Tormented by darkness each day
I am tied to guilt and shame
Memories that won’t slip away

I am tired of broken promises
Plagued by all I could not give
I am weary of all the lies
Anger that won’t let me live

I am lost inside myself
Shattered by things I’ve done
I am hiding from fear
Reminders make me run

Your words are like daggers
Causing a new world of pain
The wounds left won’t heal
My heart you have slain

Your words swallow me whole
Echoing to me from far away
Sending shivers of sadness
Bringing more hate every day

Your words are a shadow
Unshakeable in my mind
Haunting me with every step
Killing all that’s left inside


Your words continue to scare
Holding my heart too tight
Binding me to all my fears
Chasing away any light


You can’t see what I hide
I’ve been killing myself

The sun now gone forever
Echoes of a time from the past
Rain drenching all my dreams
This pain I know won’t last.
Coz it's my routine now & i am enjoying it...............

People say everything is unreliable even memory...THINK AGAIN!!!

Alcohol and crashes
she walked away again...singing “ashes, ashes”
and we all fall from time to time,
learning to pay ignorance like riches for the crime,
knowledge, money for the mind
I hope that you’re okay I hope you haven’t lied “stay alive”
she whispered she walked away
he missed her but he could still hear her singing ...
“ashes, ashes... "that’s all we really are.

ASHES ASHES LOST IN THE ASHES TIME……

Who says death is tough???

A lover laid down on his bed
his eyes fell closed before he did
A hand came close and held him tight
his lover's love was clear and bright

She knew that he was close to death
a few small words slipped from his breath
a tear rolled down, dripped to her hand
She wrapped his arms around her chest

Laying down upon his heart
she cried out loud for it to start
but from his whisper, all she knew
her lover said...
"let me die... holding you"

And People say don’t think

As long as my dreams are always of you
As long as a couple means only two
As long as forever contains me and you
I'm thinking of you...

As long as the moon shines in your eyes
As long as faith will never die
As long as there's love between you and I
I'm thinking of you...

As long as our eyes meet in burning flame
As long as trust means 'no one's to blame'
As long as the hurt ends in no shame
I'm thinking of you...

As long as we survive as a pair
As long as I know that you'll always care
As long as love remains true and fair
I'm thinking of you...

As long as the calm follows the storm
As long as the need becomes well-worn
As long as I'm safe and left UN turn
I'm thinking of you...

As long as your love keeps me from harm
As long as we're together, I'll always be warm
As long as I stay wrapped in your arms
I'm thinking of you...

We are not meant for each other.

There are ways I could have you,
Without a single word;

There are reasons I could give you,
That wouldn't sound absurd.

There are times I could want you,
That you will never feel;

There were moments you kiss me,
But they aren't even real.

There are words I should write you,
That never could explain-

There are actions that may hurt you,
But you'd never show the pain.

There are nights I could touch you,
That would end this ache inside,

There are feelings I should show you,
Where I wouldn't want to hide.

There are silences I could fill,
And heartbeats you would hear;

There are shadows where I'd whisper -
That, "love can conquer fear."

There are ways I could look at you,
When my heart is there to see;

There are dreams I would give you...
But they aren't meant to be.