Pain...

Can you see all the pain?
Hidden just behind my eyes
Can you sense all the fear?
Producing so many of my lies

It binds me to my hate
The past can not be out run
Uncovering it would reveal too much
As long as I hide it your impression of me won’t be jaded

What is it that you see?
I feel like I’ve been lying
I’ve been nothing but honest
Why can’t I stop all the crying?

I am bound to my mistakes
Tormented by darkness each day
I am tied to guilt and shame
Memories that won’t slip away

I am tired of broken promises
Plagued by all I could not give
I am weary of all the lies
Anger that won’t let me live

I am lost inside myself
Shattered by things I’ve done
I am hiding from fear
Reminders make me run

Your words are like daggers
Causing a new world of pain
The wounds left won’t heal
My heart you have slain

Your words swallow me whole
Echoing to me from far away
Sending shivers of sadness
Bringing more hate every day

Your words are a shadow
Unshakeable in my mind
Haunting me with every step
Killing all that’s left inside


Your words continue to scare
Holding my heart too tight
Binding me to all my fears
Chasing away any light


You can’t see what I hide
I’ve been killing myself

The sun now gone forever
Echoes of a time from the past
Rain drenching all my dreams
This pain I know won’t last.
Coz it's my routine now & i am enjoying it...............

People say everything is unreliable even memory...THINK AGAIN!!!